Demons-Bane

what am i supposed to do, i'd gained so much over the last year, but now its almost all gone. i'd found alot of new friends, they were mostly just flakes. and i found a girl that liked me, but was a lier, another who liked me, but didnt really bother to pay me much attention. and then i found someone that i honestly thought was perfect, in every way possible(to me that is). but she left me, and it hurts more than i could have imagined. yes, i let her go so that she could be happy, but i didnt think it would ever hurt this much. i'd always wanted to die, but decided against it when i met her, though i might as well be dead now. its just not th